Journey part one

Journey to a holy place. Where the positive powers raise more and demolish the negativity around. This is about the seven friends vivan , jet , rocky , romy , krish, harman and vicky  who decide to go for a journey and about all the events occur in between.
It was our term tests, we all are preparing very hard to get good marks, to get more predicted results in our final examination. Day first and second go well , we perform quite good. But the third day of exam , we are not much familiar with the subject. It is because we are not attended the class organised for the subject. A killing anxiety surrounds us and we are thinking what to do silently. vivan breaking the silence and says that he knows from which book the teacher made the paper and after doing that where he keeps the book. We all are more focus towards the vivan voice and together plan to get the book. Vivan knows our lab assistant mishra ji  who holds the charge of departmental library. Three hours before the exam vivan goes to mishra ji and tells them that he has forget his book at his room and room is far from the college around two hours run and study not enough and request mishra ji to give a book from library with writer name for two hours. Mishra ji is one who do not get good responses from the students is happy with the request of vivan and says  vivan my boy i am definitely going to help you and he moves towards the departmental library and says vivan to stay there. After a while mishra ji comes with the same book and hand over it to vivan. Vivan feels very happy and leave the place after thanking mishra ji. All the friends waiting for vivan feels very excited after seeing vivan with book. Together they were go to romy's room. The book is placed in centre on table and they all start observing the book to know the last time opend pages of the book. As the book is a new edition, the last time opened pages are clearly visible. They all feels happy that they cross first step towards their motive successfully. But soon they find out there are several pages turned approximately twenty pages turned. At that point they have no idea what to do and anxiety surrounds them. Ten minutes pass but they have no solution to the problem suddenly rocky stand up says friends i have an idea that why not we go through all the pages and read the header part only and choose the most possible questions only. Krish interupt rocky and argue that tell us how this makes worth. Rocky answer to krish question that we choose most possible questions and i have the answer sheets which i steal last time when radhe sir asked me to carry the answer sheets along with a bundle of blank sheets to his cabin. Rocky open his bag and put some sheets out. He distribute sheets to all of them. Next they go through all the pages and make a list of most possible questions. Rocky instruct all friends that they have to write answers only and put question space left blank and also leave some more space in between so they can manage with the on time arrangement and all sheets do not have exact and same answers , we have to put something from our side individually in each question answer. They all start writings answers as instructed without taking any time. They all finished their work well in time and still one and half an hour remain. Vivan goes to mishra ji and returns the book and make a thank note to mishra ji. Mishra ji feels very happy with such a note which is never given by anyone to him in the past . Mishra ji says to vivan that he will come anytime whenever he needs help. Vivan again thanking mishra ji for their statement and return. Vivan come to romy's room , all friends are discussing about how they carry these answer sheets in the exam. Jet says we hide sheet under our shirts and pants belt provide the necessary support and whenever examiner goes to far most from us than only we try to change the answer sheet and we do this thirty minute after the start of exam not before so no one can put a doubt on us.
Examination Hall :-  They all there right on time and occupy their respective seats according to their roll numbers. Question paper and answer sheets are distributed to all students and all students start writing their answer quickly. All friends writing to pass time except rocky. Rocky has a doubt in his mind that if something happen wrong and we comes across a situation where we can't exachange sheets so to secure some marks , he is writing properly. As the thirty minutes passes vivan signelled that he chages the sheets successfully. After that all friends change their answer sheets as they find space , only rocky left. In between eaxminer goes for nature call and radhe sir takes the charge for remaining time. Now this time rocky fear if radhe sir find him with such a thing as rocky is too close to radhe sir. Rocky leave the idea to change the answer sheet and concentrate on writing answer as he does not want to be down in front of radhe sir. In between radhe sir mobile rings and radhe sir attended the call and start talking and moves near the window as he does not want to disturb the students writing their sheets and looking outside the window. Rocky find the safe space and change the answer sheet. Radhe sir ended the call and sit in chair. Rocky found there are some rough folds on his sheet. He fear again if radhe sir ask about the folds , how they come. As the last ten minutes remains radhe sir announce , whoever completed can put his answer sheet on table which is situated in middle of the examination hall and leave. When some students submit their sheets we all friends submit our sheets one by one making a proper space so no one has any question and moved out the examination hall. We all feel a great relief and satisfication on successful completion of our mission . Suddenly mohit (our classmate) shouts rocky rocky.. And come to us and says rocky radhe sir called you. Rocky frightened , he found himself caught by radhe sir and he try to run out off the campus. Harman hold rocky and say we don't know what the matter is , why radhe sir called you. You go to radhe sir calmly and first give your answer sheet to me. We all are with you , you are not alone. Please go. Rocky goes to radhe sir and ask sir you called me.  Radhe sir yes rocky come and collect the answer sheets from the students when time complete and carry them to my cabin , i have some work so i go to my cabin . Rocky said ok sir i will and feels a deep relief inside. Rocky collect answer sheets , arrange them and carried to radhe sir cabin. As radhe sir is working on something rocky put the bundle of sheets on side table and go out. Rocky goes to friends and tells them total event. They all feel relaxed and go to their rooms.

नगमा

नग्मे तेरे सुनने को 
दिल मेरा भी मचल जाये
आंख तेरी भी भर आये और
साँस मेरी भी थम जाये |

आज फिर याद तेरी आयी है

तेरा मुझसे अब कोई वास्ता तो नही 
मेरी राह मे कही तेरा रास्ता तो नही 
फिर भी पता नही मेरा दिल क्यू तुझे बुलाता है 
अपनी ही आंखो मे आँसू क्यू ये लाता है 
गलती तो खुद ने की थी
फिर बाद मे पछताता क्यू है 
खुद ही अपनी मोह्ब्ब्त को दुर कर
फिर आज उसे बुलाता क्यू है 
प्यार तो उसने किया था
रोयी भी थी वो रातो को 
खफा होने के बाद भी
तरसती थी तेरे साथ को 
माना की तेरे दिल को 
मोह्ब्ब्त न उससे तब थी
फिर क्यू झूठा इज्हार किया 
क्या तुझे किसी की कसम थी
अब जब वो तुझसे दुर चली ग्यी 
तू क्यू फ़िर उसे बुलाता है 
सम्भल ना पायी है
वो अब तक 
फिर क्यू तू उसे रुलाता है |

ढलती शाम

ढलती शाम और ये चिरागो का जलना
रात का ठहर सा जाना
और सुरज का निकलना
कुछ ऐसा ही है 
जेसे एक तरफ़ की ज़िंदगी 
बुझ सी ग्यी है 
और दूसरी तरफ
एक नया अंकुर फुटा है |

नशा

जब भी मे तुम्हारे बारे मे सोचता हु
उस वक़्त मुझे और किसी की चाह नही रहती
जाने कब तुम  मेरे दिल से होकर दिमाग मे पहुच गई
और मुझे पता भी ना चला
आज जब भी तुम्हे महसूस करता हु
मुझे एक नशा सा हो जाता है 
और मुझे किसी और नशे की चाह नही रहती |

उम्मीद

मुसाफिर की राह मे
मंजर कुछ बडा है इस तरह
पाँवो मे जूते है फिर भी काँटा चुभा हे इस तरह
ये विराना अंधकार और ठंडी हवाये चल रही कुछ इस तरह
हे उम्मीद की बसंत की बहार आयेगी इस बार कुछ इस तरह |

जुदाई

पूछो ना मुझसे ये जुदाई का आलम
ये मेरी तन्हा राते और तेरी रुस्वाई का आलम
ये टूटता दिल और तेरी जाती परछाई का आलम
जिरह मे हो रही कम्कम्पी और तेरी बेवफाइ का आलम
पूछो ना मुझसे ये जुदाई का आलम |

शहर

कभी तो इस शहर की आबो - हवा  को छू जा ,
कि काश तेरे छूने से गुल्सन मे गुल खिल जाये |

तमन्ना

तेरे चेहरे मे चांद देखने की तमन्ना है 
प्यार का वो पल हजार बार देखने की तमन्ना है
तेरे होंठो की लाली मे खिलता गुलाब देखने की तमन्ना है
तेरी आंखो मे उमड़ता सेलाब देखने की तमन्ना है
अधो पर लिपटी लालिमा सितार देखने  की तमन्ना है
पेरो मे घूँघरूओ की झंकार देखने की तमन्ना है
आज फिर तेरे चेहरे मे वो प्यार देखने की तमन्ना है |

R U There

Are you there
Or

Shadow of someone
Make may mind to think about you

Tell me
Are you there
Or

My heart beats are faster than usual
Just because of too much stress

Tell me
Are you there
Or

My ear mere vibrating and
Took me to three musical words
I want to hear
Please say
You are here.

हँसी

हर वक्त का हसना तुझे बर्बाद ना कर दे,
तन्हाई के लम्हो मे कभी रो भी लिया कर |

याद

तेरी परछाई धुआ हे
उड जायेगी ,
तेरी यादे सहारा बन
मुझसे जुड जायेगी ,
लम्हा -लम्हा अहसास को
आइने मे दिखायेगी ,
महसूस करूँगा तुझे हरदम पास
कुछ ऐसा जादु कर जायेगी ,
तेरी परछाई धुआ हे
उड जायेगी ,
तेरी यादे सहारा बन
मुझसे जुड जायेगी|

Sin

" Thousand sins of mine are not capable to balance the single sin of yours."

गुनहगार

जंवा हो रही धड़कने ,दिल गुनहगार हुआ बैठा है  |

Silence

It is difficult to overcome the gap of slience between the two too close bodies.

आबरू

आबरू ए इश्क ने मुझे गुलाम किया है ,
वरना तेरी इबादत खुले आम करना आसान होता  |

Earn

Earn for life
Not for people
Earn to spend
Earn to spread
Earn to help
Earn to support
Earn for need
Earn for care
Earn to question
Earn for answer.

जुल्फे

कुछ बुंदे प्यार की हम पर भी गिरने दो , तुम अपनी जुल्फे चेहरे से हटाओ तो सही

गुनाह

मेरी मोहब्बत , केसी ये मेरी लाचारी  " गुनाह तेरा एक मेरे सौ गुनाह पर भारी  "

काबिल

कौन कह रहा है इश्क करना हमे नही आता , शायद उसे मालूम नही गालिब ने गुल्शन मे बडे फूल खिलाये है|

माहौल

सब चुप हे, मै भी हू मौन देखता

क्या करता मै भी इस भीड़ मे एक था

जल रहा वर्तमान भविशय अंधकार हुआ

चारो तरफ़ हाहकार बस हाहकार हुआ

भीग गयी हे आंखे मेरी

मन भी है रो उठा

निर्मल काया मन पर भी अब रक्त का श्रर्न्गार हुआ

मंच चुप क्यो है

इस पर भी मुझे खुद पर धिक्कार हुआ |

निगाहे

तेरी खामोश निगाहे बहुत कुछ कह जाती हे

 और मे बोल कर भी कुछ कह नही पाता |

आँसू

मेरे दर्द मे मेरे साथ रोने वालो , 

तुम्हारी आंखो मे आँसू तो नही है|

मुलाकात

आइने बदल जाते हे मुलकातो के दरमियान

.

फासले सिमट जाते हे मुलाकातो के दरमियान

,

चाहते कुछ खुल सी जाती हे

रंजिशे मन कि धुल सी जाती हे

.

मुलाकातो के दरमियान

यकिन कुछ कुछ होने लगता हे

डर मन से कुछ कुछ खोने लगता हे

.

मुलाकातो के दरमियान

.

साथी नये मिल जाते हे

दिन भी कुछ सँवर जाते हे

अपना कहने को

अपना होने को

मुलाकातो के दरमियान

चाहत

पड जाता हे आसमान भी कम किसी को देने के लिये,

 और हम उसकी चाह मे दुनिया भुलाये बैठे है |

यकिन किया जा सकता हे उसे पाने को लेकर ,

पर ये क्या हम उसकी खातिर अपनी जवानी लुटाये बैठे है |

खैर अब तो इन्त्जार की भी इम्तहा हो गयी

 और हम हे की दिन के उजले मे भी दीया जलाये बैठे है |

हुस्न

हुस्न की दुनिया बडी खराब दिखायेगी 

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